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"I'm pretty sure that Kavinsky's in love with me."

He blurts it out, all of a sudden, lying on his side in bed with a movie playing on the laptop. He rolls over to look up at Poison, eyebrows raised. "I mean, I know he is. But...it's not a big deal. It's not. It's just...something I'm not okay with you not knowing anymore."

He blurts it out. And then he waits.

Date: 2016-08-31 08:50 pm (UTC)
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"Anchors," he reminds softly. "You're mine, and I can sure as hell try to be yours. I'll try not to suck at it." Poison smiles small and turns his head to catch another, fuller kiss from Jack.

Date: 2016-08-31 09:00 pm (UTC)
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Poison laughs softly under the kiss and gently guides Jack back, gently. "Easy there, tiger. Still totally having a talk." He's teasing, but also serious. He gives Jack a more chaste kiss.

Date: 2016-08-31 10:09 pm (UTC)
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"You feeling better? Like, this isn't horribly scary? It's all just talk right now, especially when there are three other moving pieces." Poison gently pinches Jack's nose. "And the most important part is going to be constant communication. Especially between you and me. No surprises."

Date: 2016-08-31 11:46 pm (UTC)
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Poison smiles small and leans to gently butt their foreheads together. "Love you," he murmurs, brushing his fingers over Jack's cheek. "I love you, and I'm with you, okay?"

Date: 2016-09-01 02:09 pm (UTC)
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"What does this have to do with Buddhism?" he laughs, giving Jack a little smile.

Date: 2016-09-01 05:04 pm (UTC)
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"That's a big question." Poison sighs and rolls onto his back - he's not pulling away, just staring at the ceiling. "I-- I don't know. Are there things you feel that you might not be able to red light? Like-- fuck. Uhm."

Date: 2016-09-01 05:35 pm (UTC)
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Poison nods. Maybe Jack needs boundaries right now. Maybe Jack needs him to set them. He's not entirely sure how he feels about that, but he can try.

"I don't-- I mean half of the things in my head right now are kind of petty 'cause I'm still a little raw," he points out. He's trying to sift through those. "I don't-- I don't want you to like-- but I know what you like, how can I tell you not to enjoy that whenever you want it?" Even if it's not with him. Poison frowns, really trying to do this.

Jack needs him to, right?

Date: 2016-09-01 05:54 pm (UTC)
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"Don't fall in love with him." It comes out as a whisper, a plea. He can be okay with a lot of things. He's not sure about that one, though. He huffed a weak laugh. "Sorry, ignore that. I can't ask someone that."

He scrubs his face with his hands, trying to think.

"Don't get too vulnerable, not at first. I mean. I know you're really into a lot of humiliation stuff, just. Be careful with it I guess. For a while. Unless I get to bet there too." Which maybe isn't fair to ask, but he's not even saying he has to be involved. He just wants to be close. "Don't-- don't let him hurt you a lot."

What the fuck is he even saying?

Date: 2016-09-01 05:59 pm (UTC)
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"And you have to tell me," he murmurs. "You have to tell me if you're not gonna be around, or if-- if you're not coming home or if you need to ask for something. You need to check in with me. You can't just-- just disappear."

Some of that is reasonable, right? Jack has his own apartment so maybe it's weird to demand to know if he's not coming home, but he's already said it.

Date: 2016-09-01 06:03 pm (UTC)
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"Just if you're not gonna be around at night. I don't need to keep tabs on you twenty four-seven. He's your friend. It'd be weird if you weren't hanging out, and it'd be weird if you had to tell me all the time that you're hanging out."

Date: 2016-09-01 06:08 pm (UTC)
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"But I can't like... police that. Can I?" he looks over at Jack, sincerely asking. "He's your friend. And I--" Fuck. He huffs a sigh and looks at the ceiling again. "I guess- I don't know what you want to be with him, Jack. Like if you guys are gonna want to run around like boyfriends or be friends that fuck on occasion."
Edited Date: 2016-09-01 06:08 pm (UTC)

Date: 2016-09-01 06:19 pm (UTC)
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He laughs weakly. "This is hard." Doing it this way, trying to negotiate it after the fact. Poison turns, pulling Jack into a kiss. He needs it right then.

"Do you think this'll be... permanent?"

Maybe some secret part of him hopes that this will run its course somehow. But that doesn't feel fair, either.

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