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"I'm pretty sure that Kavinsky's in love with me."

He blurts it out, all of a sudden, lying on his side in bed with a movie playing on the laptop. He rolls over to look up at Poison, eyebrows raised. "I mean, I know he is. But...it's not a big deal. It's not. It's just...something I'm not okay with you not knowing anymore."

He blurts it out. And then he waits.

Date: 2016-08-30 06:58 pm (UTC)
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Poison blinks, because it's still taking a moment for the first sentence to sink in when Jack hurries on with the next few. And when he thinks about it, maybe it makes some other things click into place.

Maybe.

"How do you know? I mean. Okay rewind, what's bringing this up? Did he say something?" He sits up a bit, and he gets that sort of look on his face, the one that says he's listening and concerned for Jack and trying to understand all at once.

Date: 2016-08-30 07:12 pm (UTC)
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"Yeah, no, he's definitely super gay." They've talked about it before - him and Kav - in a casual way. "But I mean, falling in love with someone is tied into that, too. And you're not a girl." Even if Jack looked like one for a week.

Date: 2016-08-30 07:18 pm (UTC)
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Poison's seen the way Kav looks at Jack too. He just never really thought anything about it, but now there's a new puzzle piece in play and it changes the whole picture.

"How do you feel about that?"

Date: 2016-08-30 07:39 pm (UTC)
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"How do you mean? Like 'oops Jack is still hot' screwed up?" Poison's trying to get it. He sets his sketchbook aside and hugs his knees to his chest, watching Jack. When he realizes how that move might be perceived, he stretches his legs out again and leans back against the headboard instead. Open, not defensive.

Date: 2016-08-30 07:49 pm (UTC)
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Poison nods. He could see why that would fuck someone up, especially if, like Kav, they were 100% sure of being gay. He still has his contemplative face on. "Does it make you uncomfortable? I mean, does he?"

It sounds like Kav hasn't made a move or a confession or anything, but that doesn't mean Jack doesn't feel weird.

Date: 2016-08-30 08:03 pm (UTC)
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"Yeah, that's always odd. But like." Poison tries to think of how to ask his next question without sounding like he's accusing Jack of anything. "I mean, I know you guys are friends and he's hot. Do you have other feelings for him?"

Date: 2016-08-30 08:35 pm (UTC)
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Poison smiles and leans to kiss Jack's cheek. "Wasn't worried, baby. Feelings are complicated, that's all. Wasn't sure if you needed to work through anything out loud."

He rests his head and watches Jack's face. "So... is there anything you feel like you need to do about this? Or you just want me to know?"

Date: 2016-08-30 08:58 pm (UTC)
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That makes him lift an eyebrow, then he huffs a little laugh. Jesus. Teenagers. Was it a teenager thing or was it-- He has no idea.

"Yeah? How was that?"

Date: 2016-08-30 09:08 pm (UTC)
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Poison resists the urge to split hairs. He just nods and makes a dismissive gesture. "Okay but this doesn't tell me what you want to do about any of this, if anything."

Date: 2016-08-30 09:18 pm (UTC)
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"Well, he hasn't said anything to you, right?" He strokes his fingers into Jack's hair. "And you don't want to explore that particular set of feelings with him. So... I don't know, you have a few options. You confront him about it and make sure things are cool, or you try to ignore it, or you.... I dunno."

He shrugs helplessly.

Date: 2016-08-30 09:27 pm (UTC)
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Poison rolls his eyes and slides his hand over Jack's mouth. He coaxes his head back so he can meet his gaze. "Jack, I'm not worried, okay? Feelings are fucking complicated, like I said. Are you worried?"

He moves his hand so Jack can answer.

Date: 2016-08-30 09:36 pm (UTC)
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"Who says they would've gone away even if you guys didn't fuck on your own?" he points out. "Look, these feelings are all on him, okay?" Poison has to think carefully about what he wants to say next. The self-sabotaging part of him has thoughts he doesn't know if he should humor.

"Kav's got two partners already. Which-- I mean it doesn't--" He makes a helpless gesture, because he has no idea what he's trying to say.

"If you ever feel like... you really need to explore something just. Let me know, I guess."

Date: 2016-08-30 09:41 pm (UTC)
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"Talking to me about it up front is totally different, Jack. Last time you sprung it on me in a text message. Just don't do that again."

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